The Most Important Person In My Life.

My sister means the world to me. I trust her with anything and I tell her everything. She is like my escape from life, especially when I am feeling down. I love her so much. She is the only one I know who truly cares, not only for me but for anyone. That's how true she is, she is the best person I know. I look up to her in every way. She's now here in SD again, with her husband and her son. <33333 She has been gone in Germany, the last time I visited her and her family was last year of March and I remembered walking into the door where I say goodbye. I felt like I could not breathe. I can say, I breathe perfectly now. lol Time is just time, you just got to be patient. Don't rush it, cherish it.

Firework!

GA-BA-WA-BA-SHA-BA-YOU! ^.^

My sister's baby shower tomorrow :)
My brother's birthday on Superbowl Sunday :)
-Awesome!

I miss my family! Have not seen them in two weeks, seems like months for some odd reason.

Anyways.....obviously I am in a great mood. After school I went to the Softball Field, came back to grab my Nikon, after that I went bike riding-exhausted! -______-
Went to fatty McDonald's. :) YAY ME!
Hung out with some random guy. I mean really RANDOM! He told me he got a hand job last night. GROSSSsssssss. WTH.
Ok, my grades are good! :) Just want to put that out there.

-__________- blah.

Softball practice has been fun to me because I feel as if I get to get away from my house parents I see everyday and my housemates. Even though Softball practice is still on campus, I feel different. I love Softball. I get to take my anger out  in the batting cage and when I throw the ball, I can almost hear the wind from the ball being thrown so hard. Not literally, I wish.
I've been getting irritated lately with my life. Same people, same routine, same food, same songs playing on my Ipod. I sound ungrateful right now, but I'm really not. I'm getting annoyed by people who I barely even talk to or know.
I feel like walking away from the world.

My Brain is Throbbing.

Right now, at the moment I am in 6th period. Bored like always. I got a print out of my grade just now and its a high C, last quarter it was a low D. So far so good! :) Teachers are leaving, making me feel like it's being planned. Teachers are also missing on the same days to where there are 3 subs in our small school of 150 something kids. Very odd. My understanding, loving, caring teacher name Mr. Walker had just left our school, he taught W. History, Algebra 1, and Geography. So a new teacher has come in name Coach Woods, not even a few weeks...and he's leaving also. I feel like no one is commited to their jobs, or maybe I don't have an idea what their going through in their lives. STILL WEIRD! Kids are getting kicked out and of course because of drugs and fights. DUMB!  >.<

Drama with relationships. FUNNY :)

Anyways, I am just waiting for the weekend. To see my family, newborn baby, Norlene. <333
And ya pretty much.
I really miss my aunt btw.